I'm sitting here.. I usually chat with Mom in the morning but she's not on. She helps to take my mind off things... But .. Here I am typing away about my feelings.. I'm wearing a hat today.. I don't want to wear my hair out. I have an afro. With one hand I can do NOTHING. Well I do have two hands but one works.. go figure. My stroke happened 6 yrs ago.. & without insurance & fighting for SSD the Drs & PTs over looked me. Now the effects are really bad in my left arm & hand, shoulder.. ughh... So now I have SSD & the new Drs are looking at me like... "Well you know you should have had PT right after your stroke" and I'm thinking NO S**T smart ass.. & voice that Well when I tried to do that I was over looked when they found out I was a no insurance person! So.. here I am years later trying to work hard. Painfull PT & blind in my right eye. I push forward everyday the best way I can... It's so hard...
Ok moving on... Now my roommate has me running around for her today.. something she could have done lastnight but didn't.. QQn (looking) ..... I'm not sure who is reading this & it does make a diff to a point. But right now I don't care because I am having the hardest time in my life right now & I need to get it out..
I have a lot of appts.. starting with the Eye Dr next week... So Yaay! then I go to see the neurologist ... then I go see a psychologist .. go figure ... I went to see a PT who told me it's been so many years that I need splints... to stretch my hand back out & The tone is too great for this & for that... QQn ... so I'm just going to go with the flow.. & Pray along the way. Ok... whew.. I got all that out!
Life is what it is.. I've hated mine for 6 years.. so hehehe blah!
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