Letting it all sink in...

I went to the eye Dr yesterday.. & He is going to do surgery. I'm 50/50 on this. I know the first thing ppl do is look into your eyes.. So yes I've felt a little bad about my right eye. But if surgery will fix it.. then I'm all for it.. (50) Then I'm scared shitless (50)

I have a Neuro appt on the 13th.. & a psych appt around the 20th. I guess it takes all these Drs digging & probbing for me to live a halfway normal life huh?

Yea I guess so.. So If you are reading.. keep me in your prayers..

I've been home alone for the past few days.. My Honey is in WI on a business trip... And this is a first.. But it's great that her daughter came & checked on me & her co-workers have called from time to time .. So yes that makes me smile.. Even though I have wanted to talk to no one or see no one.. but it was all in love... so I guess I'm 50/50 on that too...

My mood today is dry.. but I wanted to blog a little...